Coffee Talks, Stoned Talks

Well.....wow. I've really started to enjoy the randomness of situations that engulf me.
I wanted to write last night, but I was too stoned to even look with my eyes. But the good part was that my eyes were open in a metaphorical sense.

So, where do I begin. Hmm. I did what I talked about in the last blog post, about calling some people for a cup of coffee downtown. It was still morning when I went to the city, and it was morning when I returned, 16 hours later. I had a very relaxed conversation with someone dear to me and I'm thinking I should do it often, then out of nowhere when I was returning home I ran into an old friend, then later on, we went to another old friend. That certainly brought my mood up.

But what really surprised me even thou it was to be expected to (I just didn't know when), was when an old friend asked me to smoke him out for the first time. So I did. We laughed, we got goosebumps, we tripped, we had sudden moments of realization, all in all, it was unsuspectingly pleasant since I'm wary about newcomers to my smoke circle. Speaking of which, I wanna talk about that a bit more atm.

The thing is, you never know what kind of person you'll run into when they're blazed for the first time. That's their first realization of themselves and they aren't aware of their words and behaviors. So it's important to always set the mood right and keep the high spirit rolling. Ambiance of music, good vibe flows and just keeping the interesting conversation going. Those things are very important for me to like someone who's high. The reason I say this is because there are a lot of people I know that turn into very different persons when they're stoned. When the paranoia and barriers of manners and words disappears you get a person that openly express their desires, openly expresses their thoughts, and sometimes you don't like what you hear, but most of the times it's all good. That was the case last night. Everything was unexpectedly chill. So I think I might have gotten a new Ent to my circle. Note to self: I should visit him more often.

Right now, I wanna talk about some things regarding the future that we're heading to.
Most of the people I know are at a crossroads of their lives. They're still acting like kids but they also realize the real world is something to get fucked by. Jobs are needed to survive, dreams are laying down to waste. People are constantly complaining about money, which is understandable, but they're also complaining about their job IF they have it. Which that too is quite understandable, but it's also sad that it's rare that someone's following their dreams. What do you want to do for a living? Something you're good at and would like to perfect into a real life work job. I'm not counting lazying around and playing games as a skill. There must be something you're proud of and could do something about it to make it into a profession. Think about it. Forget the temporary economic state of your country, forget the assholes surrounding you, forget the barriers of education system that makes you need to spend money to get a degree that you can only wipe your ass off with. Forget all that......what you want to do? What do you want to do with your life? Think about it.

Also, I'd like to thank everyone who reads this shit. I've gotten a lot of positive remarks and I couldn't believe a lot of people would actually read this in the first place, let alone mention that I should keep going with my writing. So this is a sort of way I get to say thank you to all of you if I don't get a chance to say in real life. I can see on my pageview-overview that the number of visits exceeds the actual numbers of contacts that I have on my msn. And I mean on daily basis. That means some people check my blog more than once a day to see if I wrote anything new. That means a lot. Thank you reader. And also, a thank you to the outside viewers that aren't on my msn. Random people who I have no relations to, reading this shit, hilarious. I didn't think that would happen.

Let's close it up for today.

Welcome to the place between two worlds. A place between determination and lazynes, a place between anger and content, a place for free thoughts and emotions.