First of the 13th

"Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile"
-Charles Chaplin

Hello.
This blog post is the first in the year of 2013 hence the unimaginative title name.
Well, wow, interesting turn of events. Everyone was so hyped about that 21.12.2012 thing. Even me I admit. Most of the people thought the end of the world was coming, like, legit hell on earth. I say those people were bonkers. The end of 2012 symbolized the end of an era, and the beginning of change. Can you not see it's effects? Can you not see people expressing their dissatisfaction more and more with their leaders, their way of life? 

I don't want to get political because it would serve no purpose on this blog. But the fact still stands that 21.12. made people more aware of their surroundings and their state.

I changed plenty since the last time I posted, and I have to admit it's for the better. BUT, as all things in my life it's a double edged sword in fact. I'm grateful for the change, but I inherited new problems with it. Good thing I always have some sort of a positive masochistic view where I still value light more, no matter how much I descend or dwell in darkness.

Let us clarify. When I say 'darkness' I mean the negative emotions and state of mind. Like anger, depression, hate and all those "sins" like greed, lust, etc.

Recently one close friend of mine pointed out over the phone that I sounded dissatisfied with everything in my life and that I shouldn't feel like that. I went on to explain how friends constantly let me down, and that the emotion is solid and based on a fact. We agreed to meet up for coffee and of course I was stood up. My fucking point exactly.

Regardless, I met some new cool people that show potential. I just hope the system doesn't corrupt them much and that they continue to express love and kindness everyday. I will contribute by trying to lift them up as much as I can. Show them the brighter side of life instead of the everyday bullshit with poverty, riots and depression.

Right now it's important for me that I started writing this again and I don't want to blow my load right away in one blog post. So I'll write in small chapters. Hopefully filled with positivity!

Stay vigilant people, and spread some love.