Ghettos of Babylon

"By the Ghettos of Babylon where we sat down, in a meditation, wanting Zion"
-Dezarie - Ghettos of Babylon

Why am I opening up with lyrics. Who knows, maybe they hold a deeper meaning for me. Actually, most of the things in this world has a deeper meaning for me. I view things in a symbolic vision, sort of like with those lyrics. Babylon can be replaced with the name of my city and Zion can be replaced with just good vibes and good things. So it would mean that my friends and I sat down somewhere to smoke, and since we're living in an illegal smoke zone it became a ghetto, so we just want good things and vibes. No violence, no paranoia about undercover cops, no corruption.

Right now I'm drinking my morning coffee, listening to chill reggae, trying to get sleep out of my body. I've slept for about 13 hours, and I still feel tired and can barely move. Walking like a zombie. Not that I mind that much. I can handle my body being tired, but why is my mind still tired.

Anyway, I "met" a new friend yesterday. I've known that guy for a while but we never actually talked about stuff or got to know each other. Yesterday, he called me up and asked if I wanted to hang out. Out of curiosity I said sure and several hours later we met up for coffee. Turns out, he's a really cool individual, and somehow reminds me of myself when I was younger. He had some problems regarding a girl and I think I was the only one that was able to give him honest advices and suggestions how he should deal with it. Not just with that, I bombarded him with unnecessary information about my state of mind, and he looked interested enough to actually understand. I could speak on almost equal grounds with him about philosophy, parapsychology and just basic psychology. He has the means to understand, is highly intelligent and open minded, only lacks experience and an experienced point of view. That's where I come into play. I'm not here to fill his mind with things he should do or tell him how to live his life. I'm here to give him guidance, advices and just test his mind until he reaches a conclusion of his own. Even thou I support self-growth, because I myself had to learn things the hard way, I feel like it doesn't have to be that way with him. I just need to point out my mistakes and wisdom so that he doesn't do the same things as I did. So he'd become a better person that I am in a relative short time. Also I must note that he's teaching me as much as I'm teaching him.

Right now it's the very end of August. A lot of things will change tomorrow and I'm thinking it will be the same for me.

Once again I feel the need to mention my soul-mate. I don't think I've ever met an amazing girl like her. She's perfect to me in every way. Which is kind of problematic since every hot girl that comes at me and says hi, I blow her off like she's nothing.Which in turn makes me more desirable but also an idiot because I'm turning down a smoking hot girl. Hah. But no matter. A super model could start flirting with and I'd still do the same thing because of a before-mentioned perfect girl for me. And since this thing can be read by almost anyone, it's kinda like declaring the whole world that there's no match for her.. A challenge maybe? hehehe I kid I kid.

There's one more person I'd like to mention that is of significance to me. I can't say his name, nor I'll mention anyone's name in here to keep discretion. Anyway, back to subject at hand. I've know that person for several years now. Interesting to note that even thou we don't hang out often, we've NEVER in these past years had even the slightest problems between each other. I've shared a good portion of my years with him in the past and not a single strand of regret was had. Even thou we're kinda different people we still manage to act as brothers when we're together. All those gaming nights, all those drunk talks....I love you bro, don't ever change. You've got so much to teach me, and in return, I'll keep my highly valued respect for you intact.

I guess this will do for today. I'm not really in the mood for typing, or anything else for that matter, but I'll try.

Keep the good vibes flowing friends, because, the more positivity you share with me, the more positivity I'll return.

Welcome to the place between light and darkness, a place of no bullshit, just sincere thoughts.